Adore you, I mean you crush me

Ah Dave Matthews always has the words. And me? I have a crush.

As I tried to explain, its a grown up crush, not a 14-year old loving-from-afar kind of crush. Its the kind of crush that I haven't felt in a really long time, and frankly its as scary as it is fun. Regardless of efforts (on his part of course) to 'stay friends', it just doesn't seem to be going through. Anyways, right now I can't comment on any of this, except to say that 'I'm totally crushing' (Amanda, that one was for you!). Perhaps that is half the fun? That we need to keep it a secret from some people. But he hates the lies, and frankly so do I, so it is only a matter of time before the proverbial shit hits the fan. Better enjoy my crush while I can.

Oh, and for those of you with curious/dirty minds? The rest of this crush thing is like I'm 14 as well. And those of you who know me well enough know just how platonic that is. Perhaps that is half the fun?

All I know is that I'm seeing him tonight, and its going to be really difficult to sit around here doing schoolwork all evening... but it also gives me some sort of incentive. Good incentive. Woot.

Off to economics!