Procrastination Post

I told myself I'd get through all 13 weeks of notes today, and I've done up to October 6th. I officially suck. But at least now I have an excuse, as Roomie finally finally came by to drop off my things and now I'm thrown into that 'gee he looked so good' and 'man I am so ----- right now' and I'm endlessly distracted. Not even my vibrators are going to help this time. Why do they always look so good when you can't have them? Christ, I mean, he had even shaved... and damn... damn. Damn he looked so hot.

Its been almost four weeks since I last had good sex... not that the last few times Roomie and I had sex was bad, but it wasn't amazing, mind-blowing sex. It was always good. Ahhh. I have to stop. Okay. Think unsexy thoughts, think unsexy thoughts, think unsexy thoughts. My history exam. *shudder* man that's unsexy. I am starting to lose my mind.

Which poses difficulties for my plans with Drummer. Providing there are plans to be had. I am still waiting to see what pans out. But frankly, if that kiss was any indication... ahhh think unsexy thoughts. Well my plan was not to sleep with him. As things stand right now... well I would have slept with Numoy last night if she had been a man.

I have to go work. This is getting out of hand.