One more month!
Yes I realized a long while ago that the title of the blog was no longer accurate. Now that it has been running for almost a year (gasp!) I must concede that it no longer fulfills its promise at all. I do have another in the works, but for the sake of continuity will save that for my final days of preparation for Oxford, and leave my last posts here for my Montreal trip. Seems very fitting actually.
I helped Katie paint her bathroom last night, as she has a new roommate and that calls for change all around. My goofy smile was a (mostly) vain attempt to keep my words from overwhelming her. I had no desire to mindlessly chat about him but that proved to be out of my control. Even now I am looking at the clock, knowing that as of the end of my lunch break I have two and a half hours before I leave work, then bus time and the walk home, which should take me to 5:30 or so, followed by time-killing, maybe eating if my body will allow it (it has been very uncooperative lately when it comes to food) and then I get to see him. I can't play the silly games and wait, I will probably call him too soon. His email this morning was sweet, ended by bordering on too much, and left me feeling confused, but since chatting with him on msn today I have swung back around. Fingers crossed to keep it this way.
Work plugs on, boss being out again today left me with some email time. Got a nice email from Cynthia, of all people, who is back in Montreal. It really made me happy to know that her and I managed to put chicks before proverbial dicks, and I am going to try to catch up with her for coffee in Montreal at the very least. Also heard from Ashley to round out my french camp morning, which also made me super happy because I had misplaced her email address. Sent a long letter to Numoy as well. I have been doing pretty well on the email front, but it seems that they keep coming. Only as soon as I get some french camp letters out of the way, I am realizing how long it has been since I wrote anyone from Montreal. The work of keeping in touch is never done. My new mental list has been formed, I have to start cutting and pasting into a semblance of uniqueness!
I helped Katie paint her bathroom last night, as she has a new roommate and that calls for change all around. My goofy smile was a (mostly) vain attempt to keep my words from overwhelming her. I had no desire to mindlessly chat about him but that proved to be out of my control. Even now I am looking at the clock, knowing that as of the end of my lunch break I have two and a half hours before I leave work, then bus time and the walk home, which should take me to 5:30 or so, followed by time-killing, maybe eating if my body will allow it (it has been very uncooperative lately when it comes to food) and then I get to see him. I can't play the silly games and wait, I will probably call him too soon. His email this morning was sweet, ended by bordering on too much, and left me feeling confused, but since chatting with him on msn today I have swung back around. Fingers crossed to keep it this way.
Work plugs on, boss being out again today left me with some email time. Got a nice email from Cynthia, of all people, who is back in Montreal. It really made me happy to know that her and I managed to put chicks before proverbial dicks, and I am going to try to catch up with her for coffee in Montreal at the very least. Also heard from Ashley to round out my french camp morning, which also made me super happy because I had misplaced her email address. Sent a long letter to Numoy as well. I have been doing pretty well on the email front, but it seems that they keep coming. Only as soon as I get some french camp letters out of the way, I am realizing how long it has been since I wrote anyone from Montreal. The work of keeping in touch is never done. My new mental list has been formed, I have to start cutting and pasting into a semblance of uniqueness!
posted by Care @ 9:44 p.m.
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